Oh thank the gods!

Tonight went better than I could I hope for!  Sean and I drove down to town to go clubbing.  Went to a club called Pandemonium which didn't check IDs cause lets face it, Sean and I are fucking hot.

He and I sat and talked for a while and I found out he is like the other half of my soul.  Not it that sickening love way, cause let's face it I don't believe real love exists.  No he is like the male version of me.  We fit.  We both come from fucked up pasts, we both believe in not limiting yourself to only half the population for partners, and are both quite comfortable with who we are.  Better still when I told him about my past he never once apologized for something he was not around for and couldn't control.  There is no worse fake apology then when someone apologizes like that.

Sean found us a group to dance with and I choose to try out a hot, built guy, and this cute blond girl to go dance with.  Problem was the guy had no rhythm and the girl couldn't kiss her way out of a paper bag (which mean neither would be any fun in bed.)  Thankfully I saw my friend Javier and we talked a bit and danced for a song till Sean came over.  We danced for a bit and let me tell you the boy's got moves.  After a bit we headed back to the VIP lounge and things got fun.  His lips are like magic and sex with him is like a piece of heaven.  Now I could be saying this because I haven't gotten any in a month but I'm fairly certain his skill was what did it.  We took a break and talked more.  He doesn't do monogamy which is a tad disappointing as sharing a talent like him is not something I am used to but it's fine.  It made me examine how I feel on the subject.  I have always kept things casual, especially after what happened 2 years ago, but it is a bit of shame to think if I wanted him to myself I couldn't have it that way.  Oh well.

He and I set up a system and best yet he can't get me pregnant....THANK THE GODS!  We decided not to out right tell anyone but if they ask there's no reason to hide it, and I told him I won't restrain myself from kissing those magic lips either.

Ah yes tonight went better than I hoped it would....we didn't get home till 5am because we fucked till the club closed...yes Sean and I are a good fit.